today went imm with mei.from 2 plus till 6.go home.7 plus go imm again.haahs.2nd time with mummy lahs.brought diamond ring for her first.advance mother day gift lahs.scare i spent spent than no money to buy for her.ah ma birthday coming in two days time.going buy BIG cake for her. =D spending my day with my family really make me feel alot better.im forgetting quite fast.so im feeling all right now.just be pretty and sweet for my next relationship. =) after talk with my cousin-may.i have become more stronger.she is strong.and i want her to be more strong too.i dunt need to worry for may cos i know she will.she is soooo strong lahs!!haahs.be young lahs.haahs.i know i know.you will you will. i can help you to create all these things lahs.thanks may.i always have problem i always look for you cos i know i wunt be empty handed after talking to you.you change my thinking and everything.i also want to be for you whenever anything happened.be it good or bad.i WANT! =D thats all for today.after the matter with him.i realize that everything still remain unchange although we have finish.e sun still rise.e birds still fly.they wunt change bcos im not feeling good.i love them.especially my father, mother and sister n brother and all my darlings sweets and laopo.and of cos my cousin may.love you too!ended this day with a love love mood. =D