i tried calling my kor on sat and sun.he didnt pick up nor return call.msg also e same..i start getting worried..bcos he has never ever did this kind of things before.my dad went drinking with his frens on sat night..came home drunk and fall down..but lucky!! nothing happened..only his backside blueblack.heng sia! suddenly a thinkin strike me. kor didnt reply my msg and calls is it also he drunk and fall down and admitted into hospital..? bcos he went drinking with his frens on fri night.. i was so fucking worried lahs.. and than! ytd he call me but i was asleep,he call me again today morning,but i was busy..and he msg me and say - mei,you went to the moon ar? stupid right..this kind of msg..okks lahs.. des few days our msg was like crazy people..when i cant reach him,i will msg him and say - kor,captured by aliens again and bring you back to mars.. haahs. thats why he msg me the moon things.than when im done with all my things, i call him and ask him where he go these two days.. and he say he went MALAYSIA!!!!! FUCK!!!!!! but since like when..? fri went drinking,sat i call him he didnt pick up already.. also dunno when he went in lahs.stupid! i was worried for him here and he say he went malaysia.. hmms.. nice arhs kor! great job! and also i told him that i seriously thought he admitted to hospital bcos mayb he fall down when he was drinking and got drunk on fri night lahs. haahs.. okks. lucky he is okks.. otherwise will be so bad lahs.. dunno when he is bringing me and karen to changi. sians.. okks. karen wasnt feeling good today.. but im at imm with my sister waiting for my parents to come for dinner..karen wan meet me..but i cant leave my sister there.karen need to get back home early..so e earliest i can meet her after e dinner is 9.but too rush..den nvm..next time..like fri.. darling life is previous.i know not easy to give up but try.is v hard to try too.but you have to do it.i have finally overcome them.i believe you will too.is just that it takes time.. e process is cfm very hurting and tough..but i will be with you,very fast.you can overcome already. you can only do it yourself.. we can only be there when you need us and stay with you until you are tired... your heart must JIA YOU! i can overcome and so do you. =) i believe you,you can do it.feel like hurting yourself so that you wont feel anithing but numb,before you start,take a deep breathe and think..e sun will still be sorching hot up high in the sky,e cows will still be eating grass happily,e fishes will still be swimming happily under e sea,e night will still come at e end of e day.you see. e world is not going to change bcos of you.think of the people that love you and care about you..think of how many pails of tears they are going to drop when anything happened to you.. you know that we love you. nothing ever changes.. this relationship is just a chapter of your life.so darling.learn to love yourself before you love others. treasure everyone who is beside you. love us.