still,leow baobei couldnt escape from e fate of death.
ytd too much things happened at one go.we hadnt got the time to breathe yet,another thing happened.e vet clinic cal me at 5plus telling me leow baobei is still not doing good.but he has stop his vomitting and his glucose is back to normal,but he is still very flat and didnt eat anithing.ya and he keep on saying survive rate is 50 50..!i know okies i know.we calm down and think.isit really he misses e mother thats why he is like that.everyone agree in my house agree.so i contact nicole asking her whether she can bring e mama dog down to clementi to save leow baobei.nicole just ask us e vet clinic where we bought our puppy over isit located at sunset way-animal clinic.?that was already 6plus 7 when she msg me like this.karen and vic and me were sitting in e kitchen having our dinner,and we were like..huhs..is there anithing wrong with e clinic or something good you know.? we faster reply and say yes,is that clinic and is call mount pleasant.nichole reply,she had two friends also went to this clinic at sunset,and they almost had their dog life ended!!!nichole also say,isit e docs r al v young n they keep changing their doc when you bring your puppy over.? yes!!! i went der total 3times.i had 3 different doc seeing leow baobei! we were like wtf!faster!get leow baobei out now!i cal nicole and ask properly,she say better get him out,and she recommend us another vet clinic where she always bring her puppy overs and e docs is v v v v experienced.al her frens went there too.but i was asking her,if i bring leow baobei out of e clinic,wil he be okies?is like he is still hospitalised and i wan him out wil his life be in danger..? she also cant really ans..nichole husband say,we have to decide on our own,but if is were them,they wil just take him out of e clinic,dun let him stay there and let them treat him until die. rather take e risk.cos is 50 50. i also ya.is 50 50.i want to take e risk.! we rush and wait for e cab to go sunset way first to pick him up and off we go to e clinic that nichole told us.when we reach sunset,vic and karen help me to carry him while im busy writting e form and al those silly documents.when we first saw leow baobei,he was with a drip connecting to his hand.and he couldnt open his eyes and his mouth would open up and make some noise.e noise is like very suffering or something like that.ask e doc why is he reacting like that.e doc say he had some bacteria in his lungs,and he is trying hard to breathe thats why.okies.our tears roll down when we see him suffering.but we control.e docs were so fuck up der lahs.make us wait here and der.we told them we were rushing cos other clinic actually close at 830.but nichole know them and i call them saying is so last minutes and we are coming down from e west side.(e clinic is located at east side) and yes we try to rush.they were kind enough to say they will wait for us till 9pm.we leave e sunset at ard 813.my sis is waiting for us in the cab outside.e cab uncle is so idiot! i told him my puppy is dying and he seem so fucking relax taking his bloody own sweet time to drive.! fucker! and one thing is he keep on jerking his bloody car lahs! is bcos is so fucking hard to get a cab at sunset otherwise i wuld wan to continue his fucking cab ride.leow baobei is still trying v hard to breathe.after so long,we finally reach e place and is soooo near.just need 3 or 4 footsteps only and we are already in.once we enter,e aunties der ask us faster bring e puppy in.e doc came in to examine him and i was der getting ready to fil up my particulars and my puppy one also.im just at e 1st column which say OWNER'S NAME- i just finish writting joycelyn.and i heard e doc saying he passes away already! we were like!! huh!!! vic say when she get down e cab,leow baobei was still breathing.but how come.. e docs say ooh really,if is like this.it means is just a few secs only and he leave us.everyone break down.thousands of knife inside our heart.cry non-stop.e docs cldnt find out e actual reason why leow baobei is like this.nichole rush down.but there is nothing we can do.except crying and crying thats al.docs was explaining and saying e possible reason which cos leow baobei to passed away is bla bla bla..cos e sunset printed out e history of what did leow baobei had n what they gave him over there.so e docs just base on this just give some possible reasons.but one thins,e doc was sort of reading out e history,it say,he has some cough.and i did bring leow baobei medicine over for just in case.and he take a look at e medicine saying.okies ya der is some cough medicine inside.yups.surface seem okies rite.but me and karen was lookin at each other,i ask.karen.ytd we bought him to see e vet,i dun think we mention e word cough rite.karen was like ya.we didnt.den how come e medicine got cough medicine in it.!? i told e docs.he say ooh okies.but he cant check e puppy,he is not moving and he cant find out e real reason you know.wtf! we were damn pisses with e sunset vet clinic lors!stay der for awhile,leow baobei's body someone will collect in the morning to..ya..
my mummy cal and we told them leow baobei not here animore.she cried.we cried.nicole and husband were kind enough to give us a trip home.nicole say she wil give us another puppy.but it will after e puppy is not a puppy and is after 2 or 3 months.when is big.okies.next time den say.bcos now e puppy is only 7wks.so still quite awhile b4 is 2 3 months.there is no way that we can take another puppy now.we al need a rest.seriously.
vic came back home with us bcos her mum is picking her up at our hse and nichole drop karen at her house.
we reach home,we headed to kitchen to clean up.mummy and dad is there.mummy cried til her eyes swollen.dad eyes is okies.but can see his mood is affected too.mummy pat my sis and my head saying enought dun cry.we al did our best to save him.when he is sick,we bring him to e doc.we did our part.is just fate.we break dwn again.mummy too.we still coulnt accept e fact that leow baobei just leave us like that.e worst part is yes.we have to pack up al his bed and toys.this is e worse part.and his photos inside my camera and here.e previous post..i dun even dare to look at my camera n my blog.just finish typing n publish n off i go.i dun dare to view my blog.my heart is pain.images of leow baobei keep on flashing.
i believe my family feel e same way as me.although is not even 1wk leow baobei is with us.but everyone love him soo much..after work,i wuld just dump my bag aside and carry him up,pat him,kiss him,put him near me.my mummy before leow baobei arrive,she is v scared and say dun wan lahs.better dont let puppy come inside her room otherwise she will open e door to ask him to go away.but in the end,she loves him more than us.when we were off to work and to sch,she and my dad will be the ones who is clearing his waste and urine and my mummy is always makin food for him and talking him saying. come leow baobei come!!! faster eat! see!! you soo small!! eat!!! (in hokkein). she is e one who always change e newspaper and everything .when leow baobei was sick,she is also very worried.she wil wake up in e middle of e night to go toilet,and she will peep at leow baobei.seeing him whether he is sleepin or did he urine al des.my dad leis.more funny.keep on playing with him and disturb him.and i think leow baobei also want to disturb my dad back.once my dad was wanting to take e clothes out from the washing machine to hang outside.leow baobei went over and lie in the middle of e floor where my dad couldnt do his work.as in is hard lors.he lie down der.somemore he is so small you will scare that you will step into him..all des.my dad keep on asking leow baobei to move away.but leow baobeo never.he just lie down and keep on lookin at my dad lors.leow baobei OS might be haha!! obi!!! now is my turn to disturb you!! =) soo cute.and know what.leow baobei never urine at his bed.he will climb out or struggle out when he want to urine.how smart!or when you are hugging him,suddenly,he keep on struggling and is that kind want to move away from you,better let him come down.bocs he wan to urine.we found out bcos happened soo many times lors.when he struggle,put him down.he will walk back to e place where he is supposed to urine and yes.he urine.ha.after that if carry him,he wunt struggle already.see..he is soo smart..
leow baobei is really a treasure to my family.we love him alot.alot alot alot.karen too.karen almost eveyday come my house to play with him.and karen is a dog-lover too.
anyway,it has already happened and it is already been a fact.so no matter how many pails or carton of tears we shed.leow baobei is not going to be back.is just that we need time to adapt.whenever walk to e kitchen,i believe everyone hearts wil ouch for that minute.bcos it seem soo empty there.his bed,his toys,his newspaper and his foods everything.was there once.but today and last night is clear out by us.i believe we already had e habit of whenever we walk to e kitchen,our head wil look down and we will see his face when he is ard.but now..is empty.is nothing. okies.stop.
is al fate.fate.like what karen say.we shld be glad.leow baobei is not suffering animore and leow baobei will always be e most most most precious memories in our life.yes.leow baobei wil be.e most most most most precious memories in my life.i love you alot leow baobei.i guess you must be happily playing ard and fooling ard in your another world leow baobei.you have to bring along our loves and misses.and you might think you didnt leave us anithing.leow baobei you did.you give us e most memorable part in our life which we will never forget.we love you and miss you leow baobei and you will forever be living in our hearts.i will put you safely in my heart and is forever.
ytd too much things happened at one go.we hadnt got the time to breathe yet,another thing happened.e vet clinic cal me at 5plus telling me leow baobei is still not doing good.but he has stop his vomitting and his glucose is back to normal,but he is still very flat and didnt eat anithing.ya and he keep on saying survive rate is 50 50..!i know okies i know.we calm down and think.isit really he misses e mother thats why he is like that.everyone agree in my house agree.so i contact nicole asking her whether she can bring e mama dog down to clementi to save leow baobei.nicole just ask us e vet clinic where we bought our puppy over isit located at sunset way-animal clinic.?that was already 6plus 7 when she msg me like this.karen and vic and me were sitting in e kitchen having our dinner,and we were like..huhs..is there anithing wrong with e clinic or something good you know.? we faster reply and say yes,is that clinic and is call mount pleasant.nichole reply,she had two friends also went to this clinic at sunset,and they almost had their dog life ended!!!nichole also say,isit e docs r al v young n they keep changing their doc when you bring your puppy over.? yes!!! i went der total 3times.i had 3 different doc seeing leow baobei! we were like wtf!faster!get leow baobei out now!i cal nicole and ask properly,she say better get him out,and she recommend us another vet clinic where she always bring her puppy overs and e docs is v v v v experienced.al her frens went there too.but i was asking her,if i bring leow baobei out of e clinic,wil he be okies?is like he is still hospitalised and i wan him out wil his life be in danger..? she also cant really ans..nichole husband say,we have to decide on our own,but if is were them,they wil just take him out of e clinic,dun let him stay there and let them treat him until die. rather take e risk.cos is 50 50. i also ya.is 50 50.i want to take e risk.! we rush and wait for e cab to go sunset way first to pick him up and off we go to e clinic that nichole told us.when we reach sunset,vic and karen help me to carry him while im busy writting e form and al those silly documents.when we first saw leow baobei,he was with a drip connecting to his hand.and he couldnt open his eyes and his mouth would open up and make some noise.e noise is like very suffering or something like that.ask e doc why is he reacting like that.e doc say he had some bacteria in his lungs,and he is trying hard to breathe thats why.okies.our tears roll down when we see him suffering.but we control.e docs were so fuck up der lahs.make us wait here and der.we told them we were rushing cos other clinic actually close at 830.but nichole know them and i call them saying is so last minutes and we are coming down from e west side.(e clinic is located at east side) and yes we try to rush.they were kind enough to say they will wait for us till 9pm.we leave e sunset at ard 813.my sis is waiting for us in the cab outside.e cab uncle is so idiot! i told him my puppy is dying and he seem so fucking relax taking his bloody own sweet time to drive.! fucker! and one thing is he keep on jerking his bloody car lahs! is bcos is so fucking hard to get a cab at sunset otherwise i wuld wan to continue his fucking cab ride.leow baobei is still trying v hard to breathe.after so long,we finally reach e place and is soooo near.just need 3 or 4 footsteps only and we are already in.once we enter,e aunties der ask us faster bring e puppy in.e doc came in to examine him and i was der getting ready to fil up my particulars and my puppy one also.im just at e 1st column which say OWNER'S NAME- i just finish writting joycelyn.and i heard e doc saying he passes away already! we were like!! huh!!! vic say when she get down e cab,leow baobei was still breathing.but how come.. e docs say ooh really,if is like this.it means is just a few secs only and he leave us.everyone break down.thousands of knife inside our heart.cry non-stop.e docs cldnt find out e actual reason why leow baobei is like this.nichole rush down.but there is nothing we can do.except crying and crying thats al.docs was explaining and saying e possible reason which cos leow baobei to passed away is bla bla bla..cos e sunset printed out e history of what did leow baobei had n what they gave him over there.so e docs just base on this just give some possible reasons.but one thins,e doc was sort of reading out e history,it say,he has some cough.and i did bring leow baobei medicine over for just in case.and he take a look at e medicine saying.okies ya der is some cough medicine inside.yups.surface seem okies rite.but me and karen was lookin at each other,i ask.karen.ytd we bought him to see e vet,i dun think we mention e word cough rite.karen was like ya.we didnt.den how come e medicine got cough medicine in it.!? i told e docs.he say ooh okies.but he cant check e puppy,he is not moving and he cant find out e real reason you know.wtf! we were damn pisses with e sunset vet clinic lors!stay der for awhile,leow baobei's body someone will collect in the morning to..ya..
my mummy cal and we told them leow baobei not here animore.she cried.we cried.nicole and husband were kind enough to give us a trip home.nicole say she wil give us another puppy.but it will after e puppy is not a puppy and is after 2 or 3 months.when is big.okies.next time den say.bcos now e puppy is only 7wks.so still quite awhile b4 is 2 3 months.there is no way that we can take another puppy now.we al need a rest.seriously.
vic came back home with us bcos her mum is picking her up at our hse and nichole drop karen at her house.
we reach home,we headed to kitchen to clean up.mummy and dad is there.mummy cried til her eyes swollen.dad eyes is okies.but can see his mood is affected too.mummy pat my sis and my head saying enought dun cry.we al did our best to save him.when he is sick,we bring him to e doc.we did our part.is just fate.we break dwn again.mummy too.we still coulnt accept e fact that leow baobei just leave us like that.e worst part is yes.we have to pack up al his bed and toys.this is e worse part.and his photos inside my camera and here.e previous post..i dun even dare to look at my camera n my blog.just finish typing n publish n off i go.i dun dare to view my blog.my heart is pain.images of leow baobei keep on flashing.
i believe my family feel e same way as me.although is not even 1wk leow baobei is with us.but everyone love him soo much..after work,i wuld just dump my bag aside and carry him up,pat him,kiss him,put him near me.my mummy before leow baobei arrive,she is v scared and say dun wan lahs.better dont let puppy come inside her room otherwise she will open e door to ask him to go away.but in the end,she loves him more than us.when we were off to work and to sch,she and my dad will be the ones who is clearing his waste and urine and my mummy is always makin food for him and talking him saying. come leow baobei come!!! faster eat! see!! you soo small!! eat!!! (in hokkein). she is e one who always change e newspaper and everything .when leow baobei was sick,she is also very worried.she wil wake up in e middle of e night to go toilet,and she will peep at leow baobei.seeing him whether he is sleepin or did he urine al des.my dad leis.more funny.keep on playing with him and disturb him.and i think leow baobei also want to disturb my dad back.once my dad was wanting to take e clothes out from the washing machine to hang outside.leow baobei went over and lie in the middle of e floor where my dad couldnt do his work.as in is hard lors.he lie down der.somemore he is so small you will scare that you will step into him..all des.my dad keep on asking leow baobei to move away.but leow baobeo never.he just lie down and keep on lookin at my dad lors.leow baobei OS might be haha!! obi!!! now is my turn to disturb you!! =) soo cute.and know what.leow baobei never urine at his bed.he will climb out or struggle out when he want to urine.how smart!or when you are hugging him,suddenly,he keep on struggling and is that kind want to move away from you,better let him come down.bocs he wan to urine.we found out bcos happened soo many times lors.when he struggle,put him down.he will walk back to e place where he is supposed to urine and yes.he urine.ha.after that if carry him,he wunt struggle already.see..he is soo smart..
leow baobei is really a treasure to my family.we love him alot.alot alot alot.karen too.karen almost eveyday come my house to play with him.and karen is a dog-lover too.
anyway,it has already happened and it is already been a fact.so no matter how many pails or carton of tears we shed.leow baobei is not going to be back.is just that we need time to adapt.whenever walk to e kitchen,i believe everyone hearts wil ouch for that minute.bcos it seem soo empty there.his bed,his toys,his newspaper and his foods everything.was there once.but today and last night is clear out by us.i believe we already had e habit of whenever we walk to e kitchen,our head wil look down and we will see his face when he is ard.but now..is empty.is nothing. okies.stop.
is al fate.fate.like what karen say.we shld be glad.leow baobei is not suffering animore and leow baobei will always be e most most most precious memories in our life.yes.leow baobei wil be.e most most most most precious memories in my life.i love you alot leow baobei.i guess you must be happily playing ard and fooling ard in your another world leow baobei.you have to bring along our loves and misses.and you might think you didnt leave us anithing.leow baobei you did.you give us e most memorable part in our life which we will never forget.we love you and miss you leow baobei and you will forever be living in our hearts.i will put you safely in my heart and is forever.
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