hmms..let me recap back.
actually sometimes i do think back on feb 3 2010.bcos i really think times fly very very fast!!!

weeks before feb 3,my gynae told me that baby girl hasnt been growing alrdy.so hopefully e next visit to her,my baby girl has grown.otherwise i will have to be in indused labour.

so excited and fear.excited bcos im seeing my baby girl soon!!! fear bcos she hasnt been growing.and i have been eating arhs..call my mom,told her this.tears coming out from my eyes..worried anything goes wrong about baby girl.

mom and auntys told me might be bcos my due date is coming,so there are times where baby stop growing..bcos my due date is on feb 7.

so feb 2 is my last visit to my gynae,and yes.my baby girl didnt grow for two weeks.so e next day,im wil be admited to raffles hospital labour ward early in the morning.i think is 9am.so JASON TAN bring me along to his fren's place to play MJ.he play.i sit down!! hmmpf!!! hahah..reach home about midnight..so faster got to slp.cos we are waking up early in the morning.mummy and mei are tagging along with us too..soo excited..so hard to sleep..

finally,alarm strikes.i woke up first to shower,bcos during confinement i wont be showering for one whole month!!! mom is up too..showering and 'bai shen'. so ard 7plus off we go to bugis..to 'guan yin temple' to pray first.pray for me to have a smooth delivery.saw my mother-in-law also.giving me support.ask me to jia you.relax.don scare.

after breakfast,off we go to raffles hosptial.go up to labour ward.mummy ask me to jia you and push!! jus outside e door when i and baby going in.so change and lie down on bed..put me on drip.check everything.okays.done.wait for my gynae to come and burst my water-bag for me.
nurses going through everything with me..and yes!!! i did not want epidural!!! jus that whatever gas.. -.-. to me.doesnt even help!!!

hahaha!! baby and i were still busy watching tv,he eating mine breakfast given by e hospital..still very relax..but calls keep on coming in!! i still remember,i call cy!! i told her im in labour ward alrdy,still okays leis..happily watching tv..hhahah!! everyone is enxious that coming down to RH..but baby told them not to,cos some people their contractions can last very very long.can pain for one whole night,e next day den give birth.so don wan waste their time,bcos they can only wait outside e labour ward..might as well,when i give birth alrdy,den come down.

so..still okays arhs..no pain..still enjoying..ard noon time,dr.thong came down and see me.ard 12 plus.she burst my water-bag for me.and off she go..so still wait and wait wait...nurses keep on coming in and check how many CMs i open alrdy..ard 2plus.?? i think..e pain is here!!! damn pain!!! come and go!!! i think i tried to curl myself up like a prawn..hahhaha..but of cos.it doesnt help..baby pass me e gases,but bcos e way i breathe e gas is wrong.i guess is quite loud,even e nurses outside could hear my voice..so one chinese nurse came in.she told me right way to breathe e gas,but seriously lahs.when contraction comes.who got the fucking mood to hear e right way to breathe e gas..i remember she came in twice..e second time she told me if i feel like shitting,mus tell her.cos baby is coming out..after she said this,and when my contraction was off for that few seconds,i told her. I FEEL LIKE SHITTING!!!!!!!!!!!!

so she check,and she say is full.is full.get e doc.prepare for labour.!!! after hearing this,both of us comfirm very anxious!!!! so e nurses were changed into their 'zhan pao' .dr.thong came in.my pain stil continues like fuck.baby finger was also in pain like hell bcos of our wedding ring!!! hahaha...my eyes was tightly shut during e pushing!!! and i remember i screan one or two but i was scolded by e nurse.she scream! DON SHOUT!! DON WASTE YOUR ENERGY!! USE IT ON YOUR PUSHING!!!!!! ok.so i shut my mouth and eye.when e pain comes,pushhhhhhhh!!!!!! can rest awhile when e pain goes..and is really like pang sai ok.

so after awhile of pushing,my gynae said,head is coming out!!! but went back again..and i remember baby told me there was a moment of time where baby girl heartbeat went down..so no choice,dr thong got to use vaccum to 'suck' her out.

finally,she is out!!!!!!! 'baby cries full e room'. i cried!! bcos is like finally out!!!!!! baby cried too!! bcos he is touch!! =)

baby girl was out in front of me..she is so lovely and adorable!! nurses took her and clean her,weight taken..'dress her up'. while dr thong was doing e stitching for me..baby start calling and msg people and family that baby girl was out!!!

so after awhile,i was push back to my ward..saw my family..i cried when i saw mummy.bcos im finally a mother and i know how hard it is to give birth.so my mom cried when she saw me..i guess she has e same feeling and thinking like me. =) waited awhile,baby girl is being pushed inside.. everyone carried her and yes i breastfeed her.

people came and friends came and visit me.on e third day,i was discharged and my confinement life starts..hahhah!!!

now baby girl is name angelic tan.she is currently 7months plus going 8months soon.it feels like yesterday i jus gave birth only..hahhahah!!!

ooh and yes!! tattoo is back into my mind again!! =D

and genting.here we comes on sunday. =)

when men and woman at their dating period, men won the argument by 50%, at engagement period 20% and at marriage 0%..

happy 7months to angelic.days are really passing so fast..soon soon soon..she is one years already.ooh and baby is going overseas on oct.for a week i guess.sigh.i really dun like.but no choice.is his work so.. =)

and i really want go holidays!!!! we are suppose to go hong kong one..but due to some reason..gonna postpone...sians.X1000000..!!!

and i dreamt about today we going taiwan..hahhaha.see.i really wan holiday!!! =( maybe jus a short get-away before i start work.