drink and die asap.

depress is coming soon.

no more dogs.bcos of .. i dun wish to say.but there is always a karma. =)

today went alot of places to see dogs.we are getting a dog.finally we decide on..shh.secret. =) everyone is looking forward for the dog to arrive. =D

today is public holiday.nowork today.but i still wake up early.cant sleep late already.i got a bad headache just now.went to eat panadole again.anyway.im going shopping with my sister.i hope it willmake me feel better thats al.

got to work very hard now,cos i know what i want.and bcos if you are not rich people will look down on you and talk rubbish or even such fucking rubbish.whatever it is.there is always a karma. =D i only look upon those wondeful people who become boss on their own with their hard work everything.and i look down those who take over their family business and become rich.whats e point.people already fix the path and you are just continue half way through.whats the big deal.pls think.wonderful people is using their sweat,hard work,and time and hands to crave out the path.these are the people thats is a treasure.dun step on people.bcos you dunno what is going to happened next. =)

tomorrow ah ma birthday.hmms i bought one cake for her.is damn big lahs.tml take pic first. =) today cut mummy hair n dye.i think she look better in dark hair lahs seriously..bought ring for my mother and myself..burn such a big hole in my pocket.got to save already. =)

today went imm with mei.from 2 plus till 6.go home.7 plus go imm again.haahs.2nd time with mummy lahs.brought diamond ring for her first.advance mother day gift lahs.scare i spent spent than no money to buy for her.ah ma birthday coming in two days time.going buy BIG cake for her. =D spending my day with my family really make me feel alot better.im forgetting quite fast.so im feeling all right now.just be pretty and sweet for my next relationship. =) after talk with my cousin-may.i have become more stronger.she is strong.and i want her to be more strong too.i dunt need to worry for may cos i know she will.she is soooo strong lahs!!haahs.be young lahs.haahs.i know i know.you will you will. i can help you to create all these things lahs.thanks may.i always have problem i always look for you cos i know i wunt be empty handed after talking to you.you change my thinking and everything.i also want to be for you whenever anything happened.be it good or bad.i WANT! =D thats all for today.after the matter with him.i realize that everything still remain unchange although we have finish.e sun still rise.e birds still fly.they wunt change bcos im not feeling good.i love them.especially my father, mother and sister n brother and all my darlings sweets and laopo.and of cos my cousin may.love you too!ended this day with a love love mood. =D

everyday is a new days.so much things to do for me.i wil so busy.so im forgetting him so fast. =) tears can be crocodile tears too. thats what i have learn. brand new me.

PEOPLE I LOVE MOST.

blog finally all done.new blog.new me.the newest everything. =) i gues my life is going to change for the next 3 to 4 months time.secret. =) thanks mei,lani n shiv to help my with my blog.thanks gera too.you know why i thank you.thanks cousin -wenqi n karen n ru too.you all know why. =D

my new blog.forgetting about everything.going to start anew.with friends around me.i can do it.no worrys.